This is my fault

Am I a prisoner when I keep coming back Fall on my knees, worship at your altar When the sun sets and the world fades to black The only time your hand won't falter Who holds these chains Who owns me Venom in my veins I am rotting where you hold me Moth to a lamp or a spiders web Victim or a glutton My deference begins to ebb My forgiveness sudden So I am here, and have been here And will be evermore You kiss me sweet and hold me dear The inmate you abhor